Alexandra Kitty's Wild Ride.

When I decided to take the initiative and go into journalism to see why it was having problems, no one gave me the idea to do it. I made my own decree and carried it through.

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I had no compass or map because doing things like this wasn't being done. I called it Method Research and while we have undercover police officers (who I wrote about in Elle Canada) and we have reporters who have gone undercover for stories, we don't actually have a system of working in a profession because your job is to audit it.

It was more than a job. It was a meta-job.

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You are always wearing two hats, not one.

But when you are always wearing two hats, you become a magician who keeps transmuting, and you become some who always has a dual-purpose: one to do a job, and one to assess the job you are doing.

And because journalism should have gone through this process itself, it should have transmuted itself, but it refused, staying static.

But I didn't stay static.

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I developed certain abilities because of doing something that you would think would be standard for industries such as journalism: hovering above to see how its own internal health was doing.

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They didn't, and while I am nor surprised in industry corrupted by arrogance didn't think to look inwards, I am still shocked they are behaving so destructively as their own profession imploded.

I took a breather after my Method Research because suddenly, I my thinking was completely changing, becoming a peculiar blend of big picture and minute detail, which was one of the skills Method research honed in me.

It was like wearing a microscope with one eye and a telescope with the other.

So I had to pull back and start to focus in a different way.

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When I was studying psychology as an undergrad, I stumbled upon a strange fact about myself: I had no Left/Right brain dominance.

I sort of knew on one level because I am ambidextrous and can write and draw with both my right and left, but when one of my professors wanted to demonstrate the Stroop Effect to the class and picked me, I zipped through the list not making a single error, which is not something most people can do. It did not take long for my handedness to come up, and after retesting my abilities, I found out my brain just did not like to pick sides.

Because my ideology is what I call Radical Centrism: I am not a Leftie or a Rightie. It is not as if I am sitting on a fence; I just look from every angle, and like to keep moving.

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But even if you like to keep moving, sometimes you still have to removed yourself to look at yourself, too. What can you do with what you can do?

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For me, it has been taking a series of risks as I begin a new level of something that is new, but without ignoring what inspired me to do it in the first place.

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And climbing a spiral staircase was what I did, making sure it was not a hamster wheel.

But sometimes you want to make your own staircase to go somewhere new to create something better.

So while journalism turns into some zombie horde needlessly, I am moving forward with something more liberating and fun than what the status quo have condemned and confined themselves for no good reason at all...